I feel so drowned in my sorrows that I wish I will never get out of it. It feels so comfortable being drown in it and constantly lamenting over my misfortunes. But I know I need to wake up and get out of it. This is not the way to live, this is not life.

Life is about getting over things. I have been taught to keep on running no matter what happens. To keep on moving on with life.

But, just let me rest this time round and drown myself in sorrow. I promise to get back soon. I just need a break.